The excruciating pain of the first blast is gone, and now there is the throb and ache of an amputated soul.
第一次爆发的极度痛苦已经消失，现在有的是一个被截去一部分的灵魂的悸动和疼痛。
I haven't even learned to recognise it for what it is yet, and its presentation varies, sometimes a low-level throb of unease, sometimes a lurching panic.
